Have you ever just remembered....
sat down and thought about the past...
things hurt so bad sometimes even tho its so long ago ,
you may have thought pain was easied away with time but it was just hidden....
no matter what things change ....
not always good nor bad
just change...
somethings u miss no matter what..
sometimes u need to remember....
i sit here sleepless at the desk awake and beyond the world deep in my mind remembering,
wishing i could stop time for just 1 second and relive parts of my past and remove parts of the future.....
even tho things are done , i remember so much and recall every detail.....................
im currently workin on a book about somethings ive learned just for my self not for publishing
why cause i need to express these things i have no one else to express them with.